So lately I have been stressed, I just want to scream. I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life, and now I have no idea. I know I am young and I will change my mind a million times in my life but its just AHHH! I just want my life to be organized. I have my goals but there so far away and I want them here.I work and work and it feels like I'm not getting closer to my end result. I feel like my life right now is the game Monopoly, its never ending. On top of that my home life isn't the best either. I have so much on plate. I am a single mom so its like I don't even have time to breath. I feel like I am always rushing and I am constantly worrying about things I do not even need to worry about. I hate worrying. Why do humans have the ability to worry, I mean it sucks. I used to be like this laid back "go with the flow" kind of person and now I feel like I don't even have time to laugh. Its hard for me to enjoy stuff and I think its really sad. I know its just a rough patch I am gong through right now but I want it to be over. I know its me, I have to relax and take steps to change. I guess its just something for me to work on.
~LaLa~